February 2012
me when i go out: i should've stayed home
me when i stay home: i should've gone out
me when i'm around people: i want to be alone
me when i'm alone: i want to be around people
I fell in love with books. Some people find beauty in music, some in painting,...
– Donald Miller (To Own a Dragon: Reflections on Growing Up Without a Father)
Books are the carriers of civilization. Without books, history is silent,...
– Henry David Thoreau (via skotia)
Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
feI wish I were a poet. I’ve never confessed that to anyone, and I’m confessing...
– Jonathan Safran Foer (via black-wolves)